i spoke to a spirit guide
i saw him fix my heart and move it around like a …. gear for lack of a better word
circles within circles and he healed them
i then played a trick on myself and worried about an ill intentioned creature, and i worried it messed with my heart,. i know it was my mind because in the past i have had the habit of hurting myself by thinking of things that can hurt me.
i asked the tarot about my heart
in my heart
respect for the void and the voids respect